February 2012
70 posts
A Whole Weight Has Lifted ,
bellaboo91 :
Off my shoulders. Now I can finally breathe better & be happy without having to worry about a thing. Things are finally put in the past & i’m moving on to bigger & better things in life. Finally done with being on rock bottom , no longer looking back down that road. I’m gonna rise above it all & keep my head up high.
I'd Rather ,
bellaboo91 :
Lose an argument to you than to lose you over an argument. I’m tired of fighting , tired of arguing , tired of just hoping there will be better days. Haven’t you noticed that things between us are just different? Can’t you see the way I’ve been expressing myself lately , how I easily get mad? I’m just losing faith , losing energy trying to keep our...
& It's Back To That Stage Again ,
bellaboo91 :
That stage where we don’t even communicate like how we once use to. It’s hard being the only one noticing things & well it hurts me that you don’t even try. I hate feeling let down & always disappointed. I try & keep my distance from you but when I do that’s when you notice that things between us are going downhill. When will we ever keep our...
I'm Only A Biiitch ,
bellaboo91 :
If you give me a reason to be one. Otherwise im nice & very friendly (: But once you faaaak up , ha good luck trying to regain my good side. I may forgive easily to some people who deserve to be forgiven but i’ll never forget what you did to me.
Things Will Never Be The Same Anymore ,
bellaboo91 :
Sad thing is we can’t even communicate & that’s one of the most important things in a relationship is COMMUNICATION. Someone please tell me how do I recover from this? I try & try to fix things but its hard when i’m theONLYone trying. It takes two people to make things right , but its like were STRANGERS when it comes down to talking or having conversations. Should I...
Wishing Things Were On A Different Level ,
bellaboo91 :
I HATE how we’re in the same room but we can’t hold a simple conversation. I honestly thought things would be different this time around. The way I see it , it’s like I don’t even know who you are anymore. I wish things went back to the way they were before. Before we started acting like strangers , we were so so happy. maybe you’re happy now but to be honest i’m not....
Sept.01.2008 & Forever ,
bellaboo91 :
I remember how we used to talk like there was no tomorrow. I remember how every thing you said brought a smile to my face. How every conversation lasted for hours. Your good morning messages used to start my morning & I always ended up falling asleep to your goodnight ones. I remember when my heart used to race & how I would smile like an idiot out of nowhere just...
She Can Be The Ugliest Girl With The Best...
bellaboo91 :
This ^
I knew I wasn’t all that good looking like every other pretty girl you mentioned to me that was hot. I knew I wasn’t your so called ” type. ” I knew I didn’t have that gorgeous body or that flawless face. I honestly didn’t know what I was getting myself into. But when you admitted & confessed to me that you had feelings for me...
I Seriously Hate These Crazy Insecurities ,
bellaboo91 :
I honestly hate remembering all the crazy shiiiit that leads me to have these stupid insecurities. I just wanna forget about everything that doesn’t even matter like talk about what bothers me to someone who cares & letting it go & just forget about it.
I Just Wish ,
bellaboo91 :
You would understand me like I understand you. You don’t know what it feels like to just try & hold everything in & act like it’s all fine & dandy when really , all I wanna do is just talk about our problems or just talk about how we really feel. I just wish you could start a conversation with me & make it last like how we use to talk before. I hate...
I Miss The Old You ,
bellaboo91 :
I miss the old times. The YOU , you use to be. I miss the times we could talk for hours without having any of those silent moments. I miss how we would make fun of the past instead of arguing about it. Don’t get me wrong , we still can make all those memories come back if we could both set aside all the problems that seem to keep us from seeing the real couple thats...